Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Saturday, December 10, 2011

a long awaited updat

Hello all! here is a long awaited update, with pictures and everything!

I have gotten more settled here in my town called N'kob. It's a small town off the beaten track that is known for it's kasbah's which are the moroccan equivalent of castles. there are 45 kasbah's in my town and i even live in one of them! tourism is the main income here, but to be honest there are not that many tourists. my host father said that tourists stopped coming around 2008 in full force. But if any of you are planning a trip to morocco i highly recommend N'kob, being off the beaten track it is way more friendly and authentic. I hate travelling as tourist places, because you only see what someone wants you to see of a country, never what people somewhere actually live. N'kob would give you the food most moroccans eat and in a setting many moroccan's live in. the thing i love most about N'kob is that most of the houses are made out of mud, so everything is this great earthy color. As you can see, my town is surrounded by mountains, and on the edge of town is a Palmerie where most of the people have gardens where they grow collard greens, alfafa and palm trees filled with dates. It's a good thing i've acquired a taste for dates here, because they are everywhere. The other day i stopped by a store and these woman just handed me a handful of dates. No one really sells them as far as I can tell, because everyone has their own. I'll have to see if my family can hook me up when i get to my own place. 

a lot of what peace corps tells you is about adapting and adjusting, and it's definitely an adjustment from 6 hours of language classes a day to the unstructured free for all that has become my life.  most days i wake up, have breakfast, go for a walk around town, try and talk to whoever i meet, maybe make a phone call to another peace corps volunteer, then i head home for lunch with the family. Then i often go to the womans center called the netti neswi and hang out with the women there in their sewing/craft room and either bead crochet or work on a cross stitch. the women there are very nice and are intrigued by the crafts i've brought with me (and i brought a lot). My town doesn't always have cheese, but there does seem to be a supply of beads and thread and string, and so i'm thinking I might try and teach the ladies how to do bead crochet bracelets, which would be cool. as they say in tashleheet (the local berber language ) ymik ymik- or little by little. Little by little I'm trying to get to know my town. Little by little I'm trying to understand what people say to me. Little by little I'm learning tashleheet. Little by little i am inshallah (god willing) going to be able to start some more english classes and do some none english classroom projects. 

I had my first english class on wednesday with the women at the netti neswi- and i think it went really well. we started with the alphabet and next week we are going to do numbers. I'm hoping in january i can start some more english classes with different demographics. 

the view from my roof looking out over town, you can see some more of the houses and the differences between concrete and earth. i like the earth houses better. 

you can see more of the mountains and the beginnings of the palmerie

 the view from my roof and part of my kasbah and the palmerie in the background. i love going up on the roof and looking at the mountains, talking on the phone, looking at clouds. a lot of my fellow pcv's are currently very cold. being in a desert region, the temperature has stayed at around 55-65 degrees so most days i'm comfortable in a light long john shirt and a flannel or sweater. at night it feels cold so i'm glad i brought more winter clothing with me, but for the most part it is really nice out. word on the street is that it gets unbearably hot in the summer though. which is another reason why earth is a more suitable building material then concrete. Earth houses are cooler in the summer and warmer in the winter. many moroccan houses are colder inside then it ever is outside. the concrete takes the cold and holds it there. i'm hoping my apartment will be able to be an earth place, because i don't want to die when it's 115 degrees out. 

 these are the two kittens that live in my house. the one in the front i call hmqa or dirija for crazy and the one in the back i call vache or cow in french. my host family thinks it's totally bizarre the way i've befriended these cats. having them sit on my lap, petting them and letting them fall asleep ( i do have a favorite, vache is way more friendly and affectionate and there's a possibility i might try and take him with me when i move out. ) the concept of a pet here is totally foreign. there are dogs in my town, but they seem more to be a obligatory staple then anything else. it seems each dog has it's own stretch of butcher shops that it hangs out in front of to catch scraps or any food that is thrown out. most people seem to be afraid of dogs and offer them no respect or kindness. same goes with cats. there are tons of cats all over morocco, the problem seems to be pretty contained here in nkob because it seems most families have a cat that has a home inside the kasbah walls to serve the purpose of keeping away mice and bugs. they are a tool, not a friend. 

another thing that has been hard to communicate is the idea that i need to find an apartment. The other day we were talking about another volunteer with my family and they more or less said it was sad that she lived alone. Family is the core of most moroccan values and it is not uncommon for a woman to get married and stay in the house of her father or go to her husbands house. More or less, people do not live alone. I did a tour of 3 houses and i believe they would all constitute as family houses. no bachelor pads or small flats. I tried to describe to my family that in america living with your family past a certain age means you are not considered successful and in america we strive to have our own space, but the concept was lost. I will admit I am enjoying my time with a host family, but i am really excited about the idea of having my own apartment. The last times i had a kitchen was last year at nature's classroom (on the weekends and english muffins at night) and then in 2010 when i lived in seattle. it has been a long time since i've been able to cook for myself, and morocco has so many great ingredients that i am really excited to explore and try out in new dishes. Peace corps wants us to be moved into a new place by january first, and i'm hoping that can happen. I have my eye on 2 places, one is simple and earth and one is concrete. I'm partial towards the earth one, but we shall see, i'll let you know when i seal a deal. 

 the end of sunset. one thing i love here is the stars. the stars in N'kob are as good if not better then they were at nature's classroom and in the berkshires. N'kob isn't filled with street lights and the nearest big cities are over an hour and a half away so there is almost no light pollution to speak of. The past few days the moon has been so bright it casts shadows, and it isn't even full. I'm happy that most of the winter constellations I could see at home, i can see here, the seven sisters, orion, and there's planets that are crazy bright. The other night on the phone I saw 8 shooting stars in an hour. hopefully there will be a meteor shower while i'm here so i can lay outside and watch it. I'm also hoping to get some friends together when it's warmer out to do a campout on the mountains near a full moon. hike up for dusk, hang out during the full moon, hike down in the morning. im crossing my fingers. 

here's a view from a street i was walking on the other day. i love the windy roads, and earth houses contrasted against the blue sky. 


all in all things are great. keeping my chin up, riding the roller coaster that is the peace corps experience. I've been finding that day by day, and hour by hour makes everything work. I've dubbed it the great moroccan bi-polar express (gently stolen from the gandalf song) because one minute everything is great and perfect and you understand everyone and you are prepared and ready to go. then the next minute class is cancelled because you don't have a key to the door then the next you're being handed cookies by a group of friendly women. 

also, it seems the mail situation is totally working (HINT HINT) so if you want to send mail please do. 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

real live peace corps volunteer.

Hello all!!! Today I finally got to be sworn in as a real live peace corps volunteer! it's great. I got to hold my right hand up and swear an oath and i was told I was a soldier for the USA. very exciting.

Tomorrow i start the voyage to my new home! I start on the train from rabat-marakesh then I stay the night in marakesh with my two region mates, mimi and sairah. after then i travel over the high atlas mountains by bus. I'm so excited to see the mountains of Morocco! It should be an interesting voyage, I might have to invest in some Dramamine. After a couple hours we should arrive in ourzazate! which is known for the amount of movies that are filmed there. If you've seen the movie babel- that's where it was shot, and that's my region! woot! Then my region mates that are already established in their sites are throwing a thanksgiving party! and it works out time wise that we can stop along the way before we get to our home site. I am very excited about having an thanksgiving party with the people i will be closest to geographically for the next two years. I am thankful (get it!) that it worked out so well, and i love thanksgiving so that's even better. After thanksgiving i have to go get my luggage a couple hours south in a city called zagora then i'm not entirely sure how to get to my home town from there. some combination of taxi's and inshallah's (god willing's). My stuff seems to have multiplied since i arrived here so my once modest looking two bags feels more like an unbearable weight. I cannot wait to get established somewhere and not deal with carting my life around on wheels or on my back.

speaking of which this voyage brings me to something i've been realizing lately. Once i get to my city, it will be the longest i will have been somewhere since college. and even then, in college you leave and go back every couple of months. this is the first time i'm actually LIVING somewhere. up until this point (since high school) i've been either going or coming, never staying. I've never had a regular coffee shop or a regular restaurant or known the neighbors, let alone worked or integrated into a community. the adventure i'm about to embark on is both daunting and exciting.

I HAVE A NEW ADDRESS!!!!

"name'' / maison des jeunes - casbah ait atta / n'kob -zagora province / 


Morocco / africa


Huzzah! that means all of you that i know have been DYING to send me care packages can now do so. here's something important about care packages though. Do not value anything at over 10 dollars on the customs sheet or i will be stacked with custom fees. more often then not packages will be opened, and if customs thinks my package is intended for resale they will also charge me, so if you send me swanky presents take them out of their original packaging and if you send something like electronics or something brand new and expensive then put it in a different box (tampon boxes are especially effective). the mail here seems to be pretty consistent and generally takes 2-4 weeks to arrive based on the letters i've received so far.

I have a small wish list, though it will probably change between now and when I get my own place.

at this point I have a wish list- this is a loose wish list, and feel free to use your creativity, but this is just things i thought of. honestly i have a lot of stuff here and this is just extra on top of what i already have.

-febreeze (this would be fantastic, imagine watching all your clothes by hand)
-toms/natural deodorant
-moisturizer  (the moisturizer here sucks and is expensive)
- Mix CDS! please i love getting new music
-pictures of you, pictures of life. anything to remind me of home, i realize that now that we all do digital pictures i don't have a lot of physical pictures of anyone and i don't know what my internet access will be like.
-anything to decorate my house with- you be the judge.
-essential oils! ( i would love these bzzef bzzef bzzef (a lot x3) they're multi purpose and I can use them for deodorant, perfume etc)
-mac and cheese
-cheddar cheese (dont send in the summer)
-velveeta
-junk food (specificaly cheese flavored items (notice a pattern, and remember that time i was a vegan), and honey bbq flavored items . my favorites are doritoes (cooler ranch) sun chips, munchies, honey bbq, ruffles)
-zip lock bags
-spices- specifically NOT cumin or pepper or salt or ginger but things like curry powder, garlic powder, italian seasonings, any mixed spices, curry paste, maybe some tasty hot sauce (ciracha, tobasco, something not too spicy with a good taste).
-condiments and premixed sauces, ketchup, bbq sauce, sweet and sour, anything really i love sauces! i'm looking forward to having a fridge filled with condiments.
-tupperware containers
-measuring cups
-kitchen supplies (veggie peelers, nice knives,  french press etc etc)
-sweet and sour sauce and sweet chilie sauce (to make guacamole specifically)
-PENS and School supplies! omg i would love your forever for pens. specifically sharpie pens and rsvp fine point black and then there's also my love for pilot pens. so nice black pens or colorful pens. no just blue pens. i hate blue pens. also just to preface i don't particularly need notebooks (unless it's a graph paper moleskin or graph paper anything) i'm in the world of graph paper and i'm
- Books of any kind (i'll have a lot of time so i'd love to have some extra stuff to read, and when i leave the upcoming peace corps volunteers will love the contributions to the library)
- Magazines (specifically outside or naturey type ones, national geographic, time, but i'm not picky i'll take anything whatsoever- because even though i'd like to think i don't like those gossip mags, we all do... let's be honest )
-lipton pasta and rice bags, think college. yummy. instant alfredo pasta? yes please
-luna bars and cliff bars
-granola bars
-dark chocolate, they don't have it here
-peanut butter (specifically crunchy and organic or almond butter or anything like that)
-snacks of any kind.
-capri cotton yoga pants (walmart works)
-black underwer or bike shorts
- also if anyone has a comfy oversized tshirt and baggy pants or big workout clothes that would be good to work out in that would be great. I didn't really bring anything that is culturally appropriate to work out in outside. as you all know women here cover up head to toe, so if i want to be known as the crazy american who walks and runs outside then i'd rather be the culturally appropriate crazy american walking and running outside.
-any cardigans. girls, if you are looking for a way to get rid of long sleeve cardigans do not give them to goodwill. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give them to me. especially if they're long (past the butt) and lightweight. remember ladies i need to wear longs sleeves all the time, even when it's 120 degrees mid summer
-anything good for kids or kids books- any games, books, classroom supplies anything whatsoever.

but most of all i would just love and cherish letters- i understand shipping things is expensive- so whatever ya'll can do. I love getting letters and my life will totally slow down once i get to site and I love writing letters. i make no garuntee that they will be coherent or not rambly, but I will write you back. and let's be honest people, who doesn't enjoy getting mail? duh.

so yes. please send me mail. or emails if you don't have time. i love hearing from people, even if your life is mundane, find the joy in the small stuff and then tell me about it.

so yes. there's my current wish list. i hope you are all well and i will probably be off the grid for a little while specifically because of travel and being in a new place. I cannot wait to be in my new home, even though it's a little intimidating, i'm sure i can handle it, but this is definitely a new challenge.

i'm so excited to embark on this new adventure and i cannot wait to see this country, even if it is from the window of a bus or a train.